I Need........

Panic! at the Discos New album Vices and Virtues is out now and it sounds so good but i have no money........

Apparantly

Acording to Stephen i am vocal in everything..........

Just why again?

Well i was feeling really down on monday and i dont know why. I keep on having these dreams with him in and i just fear that him leaving on a mission will ruin me. But i know that its right and that hes my role model he just doesnt truely know yet. So i cried all monday night thinking about him and the spirit that he has. I want to be like him but i dont know how and i dont know how to solve all of my problems and i dont know how to tell him that hes my role model. Any help please.......

Change

Well these last two days have been verry different.
No seminary and no getting up early and no tirednes. But i got to at least see some of my friends yesterday which was good.Also i got another B on English coursework which is really good! Also weve started website design and i dont know wether to start with a table web site or a div tag web site? Any hints at what a Div tag is and how hard they are?

At the moment i am feeling quite lonely and distant. I dont know why. I also feel like something isnt right but i dont know what it is. Perhaps i will find out sometime soon. Any ideas?