Broken Soldier

Id thought id start writing songs because i need to describe my feelings and this is exactly how i feel

1. Broken Soldier
Feeling so insecure
I don’t know where
I can’t recall
All this hurt that everyone falls
It’s not fair
That neglects found despair

I’m Calling Hope
Calling to the field
Were Calling Love
But its no there

I’m just a broken soldier
With a wounded heart
All this sound it is beating
As the world falls apart
I’m just a broken soldier
With no one to care
Looking back here with anger
Why cant life be fair?

Feeling so vulnerable
Looking Up
Where no one goes
All this pain I’ve seen it all
Not my first call
But its there

I’m calling Happiness
For a laugh
Were calling Joy now
But it’s hard

I’m just a broken soldier
Who’s fallen into disrepair
Silence is supposed to hold me
Bu there’s voices there
I’m a broken soldier
With a broken soul
Looking way too deep now
To have a greater goal

Feeling so nauseous
Time to go home
I would go back there
If I knew the road
Trying to keep my memory
Before it goes out of control

I’m just a broken soldier
With a wounded heart
All this sound it is beating
As the world falls apart
I’m just a broken soldier
With no one to care
Looking back here with anger
Why cant life be fair?
I’m just a broken soldier
Who’s fallen into disrepair
Silence is supposed to hold me
But there’s voices there
I’m a broken soldier
With a broken soul
Looking way too deep now
To have a greater goal

I have found my conscious
Talking about downfall
As I spiral into darkness
I try to find the road
For I’m a broken soldier
Who’s looking for his home

hopefully this makes sense and hopefully someone out there understands whats being said