A Year Ago/Next Song

This next song has a double meaning. First reflected upon a special person who died a year ago.. Grampy and second of all about love.

3. Without You
The day begins
And there’s a note
You’ve gone away
And you won’t come back
You’ve left me empty
And I just can’t think
I don’t know what to do
What do I feel?

Without you
I stand alone
Without you
There is nowhere to go
Without you
I cannot see
Without you
I won’t believe

The evening falls
And there are paper shreds
You’ve led me astray
And I’ve misread
I can’t let go
If that were so
Can I carry on?
Without you now?

Without you
Now I am lost
Without you
There’s a cost
Without you
I will not fly
Without you
I won’t try

The dawn arrives
And emotions blow
Why did you have to leave?
Why just go?
I want an answer
But you won’t come back

Without you
I will be mad
Without you
I will be sad
Without you
I can’t rely
Without you
I shall cry

Trying not to cry too much now........

Here is my next song hopefully it makes sense again!

2. Wake
Show your true colours
As they are
Don’t even follow
Other people’s hearts

All this criticism
Will you take it?
Open up your eyes
When will you awaken?

There’s a single bit of good inside
I know you would really just want to hide
Come out of the darkness into the sunshine
As all of your emotions override
Just open up your eyes

Show all your expressions
Don’t show the frown
Don’t even acknowledge
As they break your crown

All this pain now
Would you just let it?
Open up inside
When will you see the sunrise?
There’s a single bit of good inside
I know you would really just want to hide
Come out of the darkness into the sunshine
As all of your emotions override
Just open up your eyes

All this sorrow
Will you fall down?
Calling Open
Is it out of control?

There’s a single bit of good inside
I know you would really just want to hide
Come out of the darkness into the sunshine
As all of your emotions override
Just open up your eyes

Here in front of you is your surprise
But no one has even realised
That there is no darkness just sunshine
All of the excitement overrides
Opening up your eyes
Opening up your eyes
To the light in time

Still doesnt feel like christmas

yes i am very badly wrapping up pressies for Kay, Cat and Vick and Bobyn. Mums will be done later because of what it cotains! Hopefully you all like them even if theyre are small! Ive done everybodies cards so everyon at least gets one even if no present!

We dont have our decs up until monday next week and before then i have to tidy out the bedrooms so then my uncle can sleep there whilst i get the sofa downstairs! exciting tow weeks for me with as little sleep as posible!

Broken Soldier

Id thought id start writing songs because i need to describe my feelings and this is exactly how i feel

1. Broken Soldier
Feeling so insecure
I don’t know where
I can’t recall
All this hurt that everyone falls
It’s not fair
That neglects found despair

I’m Calling Hope
Calling to the field
Were Calling Love
But its no there

I’m just a broken soldier
With a wounded heart
All this sound it is beating
As the world falls apart
I’m just a broken soldier
With no one to care
Looking back here with anger
Why cant life be fair?

Feeling so vulnerable
Looking Up
Where no one goes
All this pain I’ve seen it all
Not my first call
But its there

I’m calling Happiness
For a laugh
Were calling Joy now
But it’s hard

I’m just a broken soldier
Who’s fallen into disrepair
Silence is supposed to hold me
Bu there’s voices there
I’m a broken soldier
With a broken soul
Looking way too deep now
To have a greater goal

Feeling so nauseous
Time to go home
I would go back there
If I knew the road
Trying to keep my memory
Before it goes out of control

I’m just a broken soldier
With a wounded heart
All this sound it is beating
As the world falls apart
I’m just a broken soldier
With no one to care
Looking back here with anger
Why cant life be fair?
I’m just a broken soldier
Who’s fallen into disrepair
Silence is supposed to hold me
But there’s voices there
I’m a broken soldier
With a broken soul
Looking way too deep now
To have a greater goal

I have found my conscious
Talking about downfall
As I spiral into darkness
I try to find the road
For I’m a broken soldier
Who’s looking for his home

hopefully this makes sense and hopefully someone out there understands whats being said

Bandwagon's

Theres two people who i really like but theyre kind of taken or cant be bothered to have real interest. Also why am i even going after these people when i know i cant have them so Why do i?

Also im growing doubt. Did i chose the right freinds? They swear a lot and thats rubbing off. Also theres dirty jokes and bullying somebody. Is this really how i want to behave?

Somebody Help Me to understand what to do

The best MUSE song

Stephen can count!:)

Stephen has just worked out that M3 becomes M4

WEL DONE

song stuck in my head

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yfyPjLCBIG4

Things tosay when you walk through the door

from Robyn : You need to change cause you stink

mE: Thanks Robyn for that insight but no i dont smell so perhaps you do!
(she hasnt had a bath since last saturday)

SO IN YOUR FACE

Dunno what to do but here goes

Well im here alone in the house with all the food and no parents and grandparents.... so loud music!!!!!!

Im supposed to be doing English and IT work but theres many problems.... NAMELY lord of the flies is boring and i have no structure for my essay and IT is all at school and i cant use my new memory stickj because of this DAMN VIRUS!!!!!!!!!!! which i hope has gone now.....

Im probably boreing you...SORRY

Im a bit lost at the mo because i have mainly nothing to do except watching stuff like CSI and The Pillars of the Earth. Im also a bit annoyed with my sis because she picks on anything i do lately  Also dad is bossing me into doing stuff without asking me first which means i have little time for what i want to do.

Well there you go the first one..... CAN I HAVE A REWARD?????